Relationships & finding a good partners

Hello everyone my name is T.J. And I have a unique situation. I don’t get on the internet and talk about my personal life, it’s not me, it’s not my way, not usually, but I need advice on how to seek and ultimately find a true, honest, and loving relationship. It’s not easy to find real people these days, and especially if you have things going on that make you different from the average bear, so to speak, I have cerebral palsy, and that facet of my life tends to make an honest, loving, and meaningful relationship all but impossible, I am not putting myself down understand I just struggle with trusting whether I am loved as a serious partner in someone’s life, or will I always be treated like a teddy bear, like a man who needs a caregiver, but never a truly loving woman who sees the man inside me, and says I love you, and I want a family with you because I love you not because I pity you.