Just some midnight over thinking

Was there a time where complete peace existed.For some reason in this world we really sought after this peace that we never had and that we dont really know if it truly is possible. Even Malaysia has never truly achieved unity.. Ig thats what i am thinking about just the big tall wall of transcendentality on weather if Peace really is an actual concept or does it just depends on our own version of it which is kind off delusional. I know this post is really out of place and random but dont really have anyone to share my thoughts to it just that hate seems so ubiquitous nowadays have you ever fantasized about waking up and going on the rest of the day without anger nor anxiety or any negatives feelings whatsoever Sounds so simple yet so far fetched. At this late hour i think ive come to the conclusion that you have to create your own peace because to sleep i just need to settle with a thought that i dont completely believe in because if i really try to find the answer then i wont sleep thus not really finding my peace.. Anyways just random thoughts because its almost 2026 and im just not excited more afraid than excited actually. (Dont know wtf this post was but maybe itll spark interesting discussion? Im wondering if lately has anyone thought of the same thing)