I hate my mom.

I´ll try to summarize quickly. Im 18 years old, I cannot recall the last day my mom either didnt get mad at me or insult me (Indirectly or directly). She does the laundry by her self and excessively cleans the house because she gets disgusted by everything and everyone. Sure I have more than i could ask for, but every single problem, be it health issues or mental issues, that I have dealt with, has been brushed off with a comment from her telling me to grow up. I could provide more details if anyone wants.