Today is my 40th birthday

Today is my birthday. It’s a big one too; I’m officially 40. Couldn’t get a single person in my life to go with me to dinner tonight. Mom, sister, and ex are the only ppl to wish me happy bday. I’m at work currently, none of my employees or boss have said anything. I want a steak dinner. I never eat steak. I’m craving it. So if anyone wants to contribute to my steak dinner so I can throw myself a pity bday party while I eat my steak in my car, I’d appreciate it lol