I need answers

I'm a male and i need to know if I have hypersexuality. So in 1st or 2nd grade my friend told me about things like p@rn websites and things like that. so then I was about 8 when I was exposed to soft p@rn. then when I was like 9 I found a henti r34 thing. at 10 I found a website with like p@rn models and r34 stuff more there. I then found out what m@sterbaiting was and started doing that. in well throughout the meany years it has progressed into a thing where I have these sexual thoughts of my family member and It feels terrible and I hate it but p@rn always crosses my mind during the day. it has gotten to the point where I watch it almost everyday. sometimes I feel like I want to get r@ped and I hate the thoughts latter when I think back. I really hate how I feel and I don’t know if it’s just a addiction or I have something wrong in my head please help.