Okay, this day has come. I wanna tell some things (anonymously) which I have never told anyone before. It kinda explains my love of guro, so you will understand I'm not some psycho girl, just my life changed dramatically one day 💔

I have told some of these things to some guys in DM, but now I want to fully come out. Cards on the table ♠️

So here we go.

**Fact Number One**  
I was r\*\*\*d in another country. A guy whom I was traveling with did this. We didn’t have s3x before that, we didn’t even kiss. He almost strangled me to d\*\*th. I thought I was gonna d1e. I remember him pressing my throat with all his weight and me pissing myself.

**Fact Number Two**  
I discovered guro two months after. Was just sitting in my room, I didn’t leave it at all. And then… one day I saw executed girl and imagined it was me. I was surprised but it made me horny. Since then I watch guro to find a perfect finale for my life. I understand that deep down I just want someone to finish what that guy started doing to me.

**Fact Number Three**  
I never had a relationship since then, and I never will. But I dream to find someone (a friend?) who could finish me off. Like a friend. And do it the way I want. I can’t even think of strangulation or hanging because I already had this near-d\*\*th experience (see fact number one). Ideally, I need a friend with a gun 😂. Of course, I don’t mind if he uses me after (and how could I control it anyway?). But that’s the only way this body gonna have s3x ever again.

I will be happy if you guys support me by asking something in comments.

Three Facts About Me 😈