dreams...

guys..i woke up feeling so different after these dreams i copy and pasted from my notes. (the second two are more important)

12/29/25:/12/30/25 first dream i fell asleep anywhere from 7-9 pm and woke up around 1 am; my dream was in my apt(my actually home) and it had somebody who looked like or it was ari fletcher there was some type of white powder substance on the coffee table we fought because she was complaining about me being messy because the trash wasn't taken or or something similar (what's crazy is i need to take my trash out right now) and in my dream everybody was shocked because she was like the NTTV ivori (strong and unbeatable) neither of us won but it was a good fight 12/30/25: (deeply disturbing dream) fell back asleep anytime around 2:30-3:30 AM woke up a few mins before 5 AM i was in my apt it was dark.. really dark... my dream seemed demonic i was sexually aroused the whole dream apt was messy (took place in my actual apt AGAIN) i believe i was being picked up and thrown around hard but not too hard seemed like the demons or invisible people were fucking me, in the shower and on the rug on the floor... (insane i know but this is what happened) i went to go thru some things and ended up finding many sex toys of different sizes was playing with myself a white and black cat ran past me i think i was already done idk (at this point i knew i was dreaming but it continued) i tried to catch the cat as i was laying on the floor it tried to jump out my window but it was closed and when i picked the cat up it was black not white anymore it wasn't fully grown either but it wasn't a baby.... and then i woke up, when i woke up i had a feeling i will never be able to describe..(keep in mind i probably dream AT MOST 3-4 times a year & this happened twice within a couple hours of each other. i feel odd. 12/30/25 woke up around 9-9:30 am (another deeply disturbing dream) i don't recognize this place I'm there with a man and a woman. The vibes were weird. i don't remember how it happened but i ended up shot they thought i was dead i guess they were trying to cut off my skin and transfer it to somebody else they already had somebody else's cut skin laying out it was like half of a body blood everywhere i tried to get up and escape i made it out the front door there were two bolt locks i had to open i was weak from the blood i lost for some reason this place was literally a few feet from a bart (train) station i got on the bart falling over yet still standing up i was screaming for somebody to help me yet everybody was just staring at me the woman came inside pulled a small glock from her breast area and shot me in the head and then i woke up... sweaty.... (idk what's going on this one was very odd)