I feel less and less like a person

When you get no respect from your own mom (and you’re secretly trying to move out) and you don’t have someone else to talk to to reaffirm you having boundaries and wanting to have boundaries and get what you give emotionally and mentally is not wrong or guilt worthy, you just start feeling like you’re not a human anymore.

There’s so much hate in the world right now.

This isn’t a post that is suggesting I want to do anything to myself. Please don’t take it as such. It’s just expressing / venting a feeling I just had.

When you spend your life trying to tip toe around others especially immediate family you currently live with, you just feel like you don’t matter. They don’t think you matter. To survive you have to act how they want and it’s just so you get a crumb of respect or a crumb of the illusion of peace because you’re trying to prevent them from harming you whether it’s emotional, physical or so on.