I'm just tired of feeling so lonely - 33 [M4F] Kenner

I've posted on here plenty of times before, but it seems every time someone shows interest in my ad the exact same scenario plays out - we start to chat, the conversation seems to be going well, and then when it comes time to swap pics I get ghosted. Or told that I'm not what they're looking for. Despite the fact that I make it clear I'm not looking for anything sexual, and I'm fine with just being friends.

And it's just so very disheartening, you know? I'm on the autism spectrum, have social anxiety and don't know how to flirt - and that's on top of all the other social difficulties that come with being on the spectrum - so I don't really have all that many options when it comes to trying to find companionship in any form.

I'm just lonely, and touch starved, and I really don't know how else to go about trying to change that. And in the end I just want to feel wanted or loved in some sort of way, you know?

I'm not saying that I feel like I'm owed or that I deserve companionship in some form. I just want someone to be willing to give me a chance. Is that really too much to ask for?