Painful New Year

My life is filled with pain after recently losing my mother. I can't breathe without you, Maa. I miss you every day. Now I am an orphan. I lost my dad when I was 7, and my sibling is married. She loves me, but every time I see her with her family, I feel really bad for myself. I'm not jealous of her; it's just that I don't have anyone.

Can anyone suggest how I can celebrate the New Year? I would be incredibly grateful if someone could join me and help me feel happy, as I'm worried about feeling lonely if I spend it alone.