Spoke in the wheel and then all downhill

This is sort of a reverse story about holiday drinking than the ones I usually read. I went to my family's home for a little over week and didn't drink at all. The first time in a long time I've gone that long. I was basically okay and feeling better. (The goal for 20 years has been to completely stop.)

And what do I do within 24 hours of being back at my place? Get more wasted than I've been in recent memory. I don't even know why tbh.

Sigh. And man I feel like shit today between the shame and hangover.