✎ 12/30/2025 - 2:50 PM CST

decided to finish watching the great flood
i dont know why i decided to do so
im tired today
but i wanted to watch it regardless

the days keep resetting for the main protagonist she cannot continue if she cannot find the child.

left ear rang as i wrote that - 2:58PM

hm.

this is another version of ground hog day.

insane.
8:28 on the screen of the phone in the movie — 3pm

one sec.

the flood is repeated
the people sre the same
its a simulation.

she needs to find a way to unlock the loop
but to unlock it she needs to find the child
and to find the child is to do a different timeline.

so

she is stuck in a loop
she sees the loop
she needs to free herself from the loop
once she does
she frees me from the loop
she frees us from the loop,
we build.

yes?

ten of wands
six of pentacles reversed
–3:02

imbalanced resources.

youre empty, shes in comfort. but only materially.

world reversed
nine of wands reversed
ace if wands
–3:04

the loop continues til she puts the guard down
or
she is placing the guard down.

theres an idea.
placed in the 4D? or 5D?

has it grounded?

king of cups reversed queen of pentacles seven of wands reversed hanged man reversed
–3:06

emotional manipulation? but?..

maybe its her understanding the hurt caused and shes stepping into queen if pentacles. tired if fighting and wanting to move forward