I never knew how much I needed to be dominated

I've always considered myself a dominant person. I've met several people here who I've dominated. Either edging them for hours, forcing them to cum for me, or denying them for days.

I found my goddess 4 days ago and I've given her complete control over my cock. She decides when I can touch. She decides when I can edge. And she can decide when, or if, I can cum. She turned me from someone who made others to beg into someone who begs for her. I beg for her attention and I beg for her permission to touch.

She currently has me on no touch. But every 15 minutes I'm allowed to squeeze my balls for 5 seconds. But only if I squeeze harder every time. I'm leaking precum and wish she would allow me to lick it up. 2 days ago I complained after she gave me an orgasm that I missed feeling horny. She hasn't given me once since and I have no idea when my next one will be.

It's so embarrassing to admit how much I'm loving it. Thank you goddess