This is my very specific wish

I don't know if there are any subredditts to discuss very specific wishes like this so I'm posting it on my own page 😊

I want a hot Asian man FWB, 25-35, one who is so focused on career or school that he doesn't have time for a girlfriend but still occasionally wants to fulfill those needs. We would be completely monogamous (for sexual safety) so we can have hot, raw sex without any fear of STDs. I love it when a man cums inside me, I love feeling filled up and I love the feeling of his cum dripping out of me hours later.

He'd be very attractive, in shape, and care about his health so he doesn't smoke or drink (occasionally drinking is fine but never to excess). He doesn't use drugs because he likes keeping his mind sharp. He'd be politically left-leaning because he understands that women need autonomy over their own bodies and the radical religious right conservatives want women to be nothing more than baby-breeding factories. He loves that I'm intelligent and self-sufficient, that I don't need his money or his full attention. We can have intelligent conversations and we have interests in common, like good food, theater, Sci Fi and travel. He's funny and goofy and loves my sense of humor, too. He'd love that I'm significantly older, because it means I'm post menopause (no risk of unwanted babies) and I don't play games and I'm emotionally self-aware, and I've done the marriage thing and that's not what im looking for ever again. I havent had any kids (neither has he) so there isn't anyone else in our lives demanding our time or attention.

We not only enjoy each other's company, going out occasionally and even traveling together occasionally, we'd also enjoy exploring every kink that perks our interests. He does things with me that he's never tried before, and if there's something we like, we do it more and more and get really good at it. We learn each other's bodies so well, that playtime is satisfying and comforting and a stress release every time.

And when we're busy, it's ok, because we're not a couple and not dating, sometimes we go weeks or even months without seeing each other. We might check in, just a friendly "hey, hope all is well" text. We both are introverted and have friends and busy lives too, so it's ok when we don't get together.

But when we do, the sex is explosive and hot and amazing. I can worship his body and he can worship mine, we get everything we need sexually from each other. And then we can go our separate ways. Friendship and mutual respect, sexual chemistry, and dependability.

Is that too much to ask?? 😅😅😅