I'll never find a woman

I have been single my entire life. Dating as a man is just so difficult. No one ever finds you attractive. The standards are just so impossible to meet. My face simply is too ugly and unless I'm of a certain height, looks and lifestyle there's no point in trying. I thought putting myself out there, outside of the apps I would find a single woman interested. But as expected I've only ever gotten ghosts and rejections. I am no longer convinced that it is possible. Now that I'm 30 I want to give up. Everyday I wish I had been born with an attractive face. My life would be so much better if I could simply have been born hot