38 [m4a] Chicago / Online - can't stop thinking about my submissive past

My 20s were pretty wild. Thinking back on some of the humiliating/painful things I did I can barely recognize myself. It used to be that I would do almost anything as long as a domme told me to.

I thought the past was behind me. I'm in a vanilla relationship now and have been for a while, but lately these dirty fantasies keep coming back to me. I find myself fantasizing more and more about the things I've done. Honestly, I'm missing that feeling and craving it again.

If you'd like to chat about that, or even bully me or boss me around, I'm very open to it.