[M4F]Closeted perv just needed the right man to help her blossom

You're an absolute degenerate slut - but nobody would ever know. In fact, aside from a few friends, nobody really knows much about you at all. You're the definition of a wallflower - introverted, quiet, shy, outwardly demure. You don't rock the boat. A bit nerdy, a bit bookish. If your class or work peers were to be asked about you, they wouldn't have much to say - maybe 'oh she seems nice' or 'she's smart, I think', but that's about it. Your friends like you and see the rare times that you're animated and lively - usually in discussion of your shared nerdy hobbies, but even then, you don't seem to have many hobbies.

That's because your biggest hobby is gooning. Your hours at home are filled with porn, your brain running a constant low-level background fantasy of being treated like these porn girls, a secret submissive side to you that's so deeply entrenched at this point that you could never really share it with anyone. You masturbate frequently, your sensitive body responsive and multi-orgasmic, barely slowing you down to goon and cum as much as you want. Constantly fantasizing about being used, owned, degraded, abused, but also...praised? Cared for? Treated like a total sexual object whose only value is her body, her holes, and her ability to make men cum - but earning that value and being told she's good at it. Being a pet. You take care of your body because you know it has one use - but you don't have the style or confidence to let people see that. You overhear guys saying absolutely objectifying, degrading things about your peers and what they'd do to them - and you're not put off, you're turned on. You just wish they'd say it about you instead of treating you as so invisible that they don't even lower their voices when they talk about it.

You've been on a few dates - partially at the urging of friends and family in an effort to socialize you more, partially out of a need for human connection that you're painfully lacking, and partially out of impulsive fantasies that maybe this next date will treat you like the bitch you want to be - but of course you're only set up or matched with respectable guys, gentlemen, guys who would make great partners if you opened up to them. But you're too shy and scared to do that, and you're definitely too shy and scared to show any kind of sexual aggression or pro-activeness, of letting any of these men see the real you. So things inevitably fizzle after 1 or 2 dates as the polite men get bored and ghost or let you down with a 'just don't think there's chemistry' text.

Tonight was likely going to be no different as far as you knew, but you were extra horny this week and even the likely goodnight hug (or kiss if you were lucky), the feel of a man's body against yours, might fuel your masturbation for the next few weeks. Except this night would be different. Because after a perfectly respectful date, I wasn't going to settle for the goodnight hug and kiss. I was going to push for more, and you - submissive, people-pleasing, don't-make-waves, secretly-wants-it-so-fucking-bad you, were going to give it to me. And for every 'date' from then on, as I took more and more, and slowly turned you into my personal fuckslave and cumdump, you'd never even come close to stopping me or slowing me down, finally coming out of your shell to meet the occasion and match my freak. You were the easiest girl in the world - I'm just the first person to try you and find out.

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So it's another 'closeted perv blossoming into superslut' prompt, but I want to be clear that this is not a dubcon origin. Your character is finally getting what she's always wanted because she's met a man who is going to bring it out of her and lead her into the submissive lifestyle she fantasizes about. I'm going to lead you to water and you're going to fucking chug. Early scenes you'll play with a bit of fear and excitement, anxious but thrilled, nervous about doing a good job but wildly aroused about being made to do it. As things progress, not only are your sexual fantasies being fulfilled, but the praise and affection you're getting for your obedience makes you absolutely infatuated and adoring of me, since it's such a rarity for you to be both seen and approved of. This is a steep and fast dive into total sexual devotion as your life starts to revolve around my sexual satisfaction.

As for me, I'm going to take you, push you, use you, and I'm not going to ask much permission about it, treating it almost matter-of-fact that you're going to do as you're told, as if your enthusiastic compliance and damn near giddy sluttiness (combined with that kind of naive innocence) are to be expected - because maybe they are? Who am I to you? Someone who's been watching you and sees the real you inside? Maybe somehow privy to your porn and gooning habits, so already knows what you fantasize about? Or am I just someone so sexually confident and used to getting my way that I expect all women to act this way for me and you're just lucky enough to have found me? Or am I the male version of you - shy irl but a freak in the bedroom? Or am I an older, trusted figure - and 'dating' was never part of the equation, I just decided to make you mine one day?

Interested in discussing the various possibilities around this dynamic! Kinklist is below but flexible. I tend to be online sort of 930-430ish ET on weekdays, prefer discord, and prefer long term roleplays with plenty of detail, build, and dialogue that can evolve and intensify with every scene we play. Hit me up if you're interested!

Kinks: Dom/Sub, sloppy oral service (blowjobs, facefucking, face-humping, deepthroat, cock worship), big loads, cumplay, swallowing, cum addiction, spit, titfucking, rough sex (choking, slapping, hair pulling, manhandling), female orgasms, multiple orgasms, orgasm control (denied and forced), slutty outfits and outfit control, mild-moderate misogyny/degradation/humiliation, female begging, female desperation, sneaking around, semi-public play, incest, cheating, devotion and affection, dubcon turned enthusiastic consent, corruption. Rimjobs (clean) if you're up for it, watersports too - no worries if not. Limits: underage, animals, excessive violence, scat, being sub, bi play (for me)