Consultation got cancelled unexpectedly

I finally was able to schedule a consultation and I was so incredibly excited about it. I felt like the pieces were finally falling into place for me and I was going to have my chance to finally feel content with my body. I went to sleep so excited knowing that I had that appointment today.

I got a call this morning (the morning of the appointment) saying that they have to cancel it due to some emergency. I’m devastated. They said the earliest time they have to reschedule is a month from now. I have commitments that fill up the entire time window they are open every week. Meaning it’ll probably be the summer before i’ll be able to even have my consultation.

I’m so upset. I just keep crying into my hands. It go so close and now it’s just slipping through my fingers. I know it’s not the surgeons fault but I can’t help just being angry. I knew it was too good to be true.