Done with spas and bathhouses

Cruising at these spots used to be really thrilling and spicy for me. I started in 2023 nung medyo lumuwag na ang lockdown at nagbukas na ulit yung mga spa. I gotta admit, the first time was really thrilling for me kahit na di ako nakarami ng awra. Just the mere dikitan ng braso or mata mata acting just made me sooo hard.

Nung nasimulan na, almost every month or every other month ako nasa mga spa. Napuntahan ko na ata halos lahat sila haha. Different names, different wet areas, pero same galawan. Kahit sa ibang bansa, natry ko na rin. This went on until last month, Dec 2025.

Last year medyo napadalang ang rampa ko dahil sa daming ganap sa life but I always did look forward to it kapag may chance. When I went to this famous spa, it hit me: this isn't giving anymore.

Post nut clarity ata yun or sumn pero narealize ko na ang tiring na nya for me: yung pagpapakiramdaman, titigan, lakaran, all of it. It felt off na I needed to advertise and exhibit my body just to get someone to touch me. Feel na feel ko na yung worth ko ay nakadikit lang sa itsura ng katawan ko.

Napagod na rin ako sa galawan sa wet area especially yung mga bading naman na sobrang gumow kahit na you made it clear that you're not into them. The lines of consent are getting blurry and it's not fun.

At this point, mas bet ko na lang yung plain old vanilla, scheduled sex.

To those who are into the thrill of cruising, go! This isn't meant to shame you or dictate you to stop. This is just me sharing my experience na baka eventually maexperience nyo rin and my advice is to just stop going there when it's not giving anymore.