Topping from the Bottom

We know it’s bad, we know we’re not supposed to, but damn. Sometimes it just happens.

A few days ago I posted about either getting drained or going to the strip club.

I opted for a little of both.

Here’s the deal with me; I’m charming. I’m friendly and intelligent and I’m funny too. I’ve been told I’m good looking but I personally don’t see it. I’m bold and extroverted.

But I love to crumple for a strong woman.

Anyways. So I’m at the club after a few dances I asked the girl if she knew what “findom” was. She did not. So I briefly explained it and then she really didn’t get it. So I paid her for two more dances and then said. “After these two dances, I have enough for two more. But I want you to just tell me to give you the money and not get another dance.” She was extremely confused but also wanted to understand.

After these two dances I pulled the remaining cash out and said “ok let’s do two more” then gave her a look like “come on girl, you can do this…” And she did. When we went back to the bar she looked it up on her phone and started asking questions so I explained everything. I asked her if she’d want to do something like that and she said she did (but that may have just all been an act)

So it was definitely topping from the bottom. I lead her down every avenue like the pied piper of findom. So I feel kinda bad about it. I didn’t take advantage of her, I spent a couple hundred so her time was accounted for, but it still felt kinda bad afterwards. Almost like I was grooming her into doing something. Shes a dancer and is already in a sexually transactional job so maybe it’s not as bad? Or is it bad at all?