25F lesbian in need of a beard- any advice?

hey! i (25F) am a lesbian from a more conservative family in NJ- i have a lot of family pressure to get married and i'm just wondering if any guy is in a similar situation and needs a beard/lavender wedding partner?

i already know that the ideal situation is to live my truth, but i'm genuinely not in a situation where i can do that. If anyone knows any platform I can find people in a similar situation, please let me know!