Don't know if this is a good idea or not lol

We haven't been texting as much anymore we have still been consistently calling, it is because we are trying to save money and such and he hadnt had a lot of money in his account, but I would notice him being active on GTL and from what he's said to me he didn't get his subscription renewed for Pluto which he's usually on, so I'm like okay then what else is he doing? He got paid today, he was at work then went to this sweat lodge for a while, we called and it's been a few hours and he said he's going to lay down but he's been active. I'm overthinking a lot right now and don't like the feeling I have in my stomach. We are MWI, I reached out thru a penpal page, those ads (there's only 2) are still up he doesn't want them up and I've tried to get them taken down. Some people on other platforms have told me to make a new fake account on GTL and try messaging him and see what he does, I'm terrified to do that tho, but I'm overthinking really hard, and I also don't know how to communicate this to him. I rly need some advice.