I can’t do this

I can’t go back there, to university

I moved cities/countries for uni and I thought it would be the best experience of my life, but it was actually horrible, I’ve been cheated on, I’ve had my flat pull away and I’ve been abandoned, I have nothing waiting for me there but a living hell. I can’t do it

I’ve packed all my stuff, my trains tomorrow, I have no choice in the matter now, I mentally can’t do it, I’m not sure I’ll make it if this term is anything like the previous one I won’t be able to continue with university straight up.

I want to succeed so badly, I don’t want to end up like my family unable to do what they want, in the first of my last name to attend university and I don’t wanna be the first to fail, but I really can’t holdout like this.

What can I do? Do I just drop out, give up and settle with a job I hate, in a city I hate, all alone? That’s not what I want but I don’t think I’m physically and mentally capable to do what I need to do to succeed in life.