More of a rant than a vent but idk just my life rn 🥹

Sooo I relapsed and I genuinely forgot I have sports tomorrow in school, now, I wouldn’t mind if I just came with the clothes but I literally have to change with like 20 people, and they are ALL those popular girls and they will definitely call me an attention seeker

(Totally off topic woopsies..) I also said to my best friends (bc we have a chat with us three together) that I wanted to create like a coyote or an African wild dog fursona (yes I’m a furry, I’m not weird I promise) and one of my best friends, I’ll call her 2 bc it’s her favorite number, said “I’ve been wanting to make a wild dog fursona for a WHILE but I never really made a good design” “you have good ideas, I don’t. Go ahead dude” and I REALLY don’t know if she’s mad or something, and I don’t want to talk shit or anything, but neither you or me own a literal animal species, I don’t need your “go ahead” for me to create what I want.. I really don’t want to take it as a bad thing but it does feel like it. I’ll clear the air in the morning because I hate when things are awkward ☹️