I hate when people tell me that I was fat in the past

I thought I looked good. I gained weight but I had so much fun and so many friends at the time.

I’ve lost weight and I’m miserable. I have no friends and I’m a terrible person.

But at least I lost weight I guess. At least I’m not “fat” anymore.

Now I feel like that’s all I have going for me and I guess I hoped for so much more.