18 M — how am i doing?

so i have been heavily invested into crypto and “memecoins” for a little over a year, started when I was 17 & probably prioritised it over year 12 — but through this, I’ve managed to get ≈ $190,000 on my completely anonymous wallet / no CEX.

essentially i daytrade memecoins & i was here wondering on what to do next.

do i withdraw a lumpsum for index funds & potentially get taxed 50%, or do i stay with the crypto alternative of the s&p500 and other stocks, essentially these cryptocurrencies mirror the exact price of for example the s&p without the KYC and tax.

the only downside i suppose would be not being able to borrow against it, currently i plan to invest $5000/week

my portfolio is probably down 40-50% on its own which is why i have been aggressively taking profit into fiat recently, but im also exposed enough to reap the rewards of another potential crypto-run.

im invested mainly into solana itself as thats the chain/ecosystem i trade memecoins on & a microcap “ZERA” thats about ≈ 10M market-cap

posting here just asking/wondering on your guys’ outlook on my position and how you would play it given my inexperience in real markets, the only real skill ive developed is being able to stomach extreme volatility, ie. 50% dips and barely flinch.

altogether, my main goal is obviously FIRE & i understand “memecoins” aren’t forever although crypto as whole may be — too early to tell.

thank you everybody!