My personality will make me die alone

Now, some people here curse their height, their jawline or their ethnicity.

I never really had those problems. In fact when I tell people I never had a girlfriend, they don't believe me.

But I've actually been an outcast even as a kid, I never felt good enough next to the cool kids or desired by girls as something more than a friend, nowadays not even that.

I thought maybe exposure would work, but I've been through school, university, working cashier at a big grocery store and dancing classes, and there's just no place for me anywhere.

It's very hard to even talk about it, because you don't want people to find out you're a virgin loser. And when you try to look for a solution they'll just tell you to be yourself and smile :)

And I don't even have anyone to blame for this, I've always been like this and yeah you can change a diet but how do you change a personality?