26 [F4M] PA - Finally letting go of my sexual frustration

I think my relationship is coming to an end nothing’s official yet, but it feels that way. For the past few months, I’ve been fighting the urge to act on my desires, trying to stay grounded and reminding myself that it wasn’t right to indulge or tease strangers while I was still married. Now that I finally feel free, I don’t have to carry that guilt anymore. There were so many nights when we were home together and he wouldn’t touch me, and all I wanted was to talk to strangers, to let my fingers wander while they whispered all the filthy things they’d do to me. Things are different now.