I wanna die

I suffered and sacrifice so much of myself to get an electrical engineerings degree my body, my mind, my social life…all of my 20s just not even be able to get a job a Starbucks or Costco. I am destroyed and my parents don’t believe me one bit they are ready to throw me out on the street. I am so unbelievably depressed and isolated I can’t even come across normal not a complete despair mess of nerves.