Second Ectopic

Just came back after getting the first round of MTX for my second ectopic. First one was cornual and this one is in my right tube. Hoping it works. Little bub is growing in there. I’m so numb at this point that I have not cried even once. I feel cursed and broken. Doc said we have to do IVF cause I am high risk for another ectopic.

Any positive stories out there? Not needing IVF? I spent my whole life being scared of not being able to get pregnant not knowing the plethora of things that can happen even if you do.

Just a wanna be mama trying to keep it together while she mourns in silence with no support. Husband is super nice but less emotional. Though he’s hurting a lot too after losing his close friend this week.

Anything to keep me afloat?