HELP

I’m sick of feeling like I’m drowning in my own body. I’m sick of the constant urges. I have been on this journey to quit for 2 weeks and every day I fail. One puff leads me into a coughing fit that lasts tens of minutes. In desperation I have taken to cigarettes again to rid myself of the horrid mango peach hell I constantly find myself in. I don’t even know what to do anymore