[F22] People at work always say they think I am shy and quiet…. they have no idea I fucked almost 100 guys

(F22) At work, I’m the new girl. I’ve only been there a few months. I keep to myself, don’t really join in on gossip, stay polite and quiet. I don’t flirt back much, which somehow makes the flirting happen anyway. A few guys have joked that I seem unreachable. One said I look really innocent. Another laughed and said I probably seem very proper, or maybe I have a hidden edge. I just smile and don’t explain myself.

What they don’t know is that a couple of years ago, my life was very different. Back then I was seeing several guys every week. Sometimes three, sometimes four. I stopped counting a long time ago. None of them knew about each other. I met people late, wherever it worked, and kept it completely separate from the rest of my life.

Then I met my boyfriend. I told him everything from the start. No cleaning it up. No pretending it was less than it was. He didn’t judge me. He just made it clear that with him, that side of me would be focused instead of scattered.

Now that part of me is only for him. I like how intense it is with him, how natural it feels. We don’t plan things or make a big deal out of it. We just end up close a lot, often more than once a day, wherever we are. With him, I don’t hold anything back.

Sometimes we keep recordings. Mostly audio. What I like about that is that it captures everything without me having to think about it. There’s no posing, no awareness of how I look. Just voices, tone, little moments you don’t notice while they’re happening. Later, listening back puts me right back there.

I’ll sometimes listen to it in the morning before work, or quietly at my desk with one earbud in. No one notices anything. I’m just the quiet new girl doing her job. Inside, I’m replaying the night before, hearing how different I sound with him. It makes the contrast almost unreal. Calm on the outside, completely elsewhere in my head.

That’s what I like most about the audio. It’s private, invisible, and it reminds me how much of my life no one at work sees.

Every now and then we’ll run into someone from my past when we’re out. My boyfriend always notices. Later he’ll ask, and I’ll answer honestly. It doesn’t cause tension. If anything, it makes the present feel more solid.

The next morning I’m back at work. Same desk. Same quiet voice. Same assumptions from people around me.

And I let it stay that way.