Is this okay or not

Recently ive started using appetite suppressants, everyday I eat less and less. Im so desperate to loose weight. Im calorie tracking, taking suppressants, working out. Is this a healthier way to do this? Idk, i feel better when the number goes down but I honestly can never tell if what im doing is disordered or not. (I was diagnosed with bulimia but for the past 6 months its been becoming more like anorexia)