I dont know how to feel

Last year I was in a car accident and it made me unable to work on university couses making me lose credit. Then the school kicked me out due to Belgian laws. Then I fight back and get back in. 3 weeks late. I miss the most important parts I can't catch up in time and if I dont pass all my classes this session.ill be permanently kicked out. Kicked out of my dream school all because of a car accident. I want to scream to cry to bang my head against the wall.