craving pussy even though i’ve never had it?

i am a lesbian but i didn’t realize this until later in life so i have never been with a woman before. ever since i realized, i have been craving pussy every day, multiple times a day. i feel almost deprived of it. is it normal to crave it even though i have never even had it? also as someone who is very shy, doesn’t use online dating, and lives in a small town, how the heck do i find a girl to have sex with? it feels like a craving i will never actually get lol