Thinking of converting back to Hellenism

I was a Hellenist for about a week before taking my leave due to feeling that it was all too much and too complex.

Recently, I have been getting the urge to convert back. A big factor in this is my addiction. I won't go into it but I desperately want to break free of it, and I feel like the gods/goddesses are some of my best avenues. Something else happened that really started this though. I was on Tiktok, and someone called "Apollon" followed my account. I worshipped Lord Apollon and Lady Athena, and it made me wonder if I had made a mistake by leaving. What if it was a sign that they were still there?

I need a miracle right now, and I'd appreciate signs that show me the way to peace.