I have been unsuccessful in previous relationships because I am 25 and I have worked at Walmart for 5 years. At least that’s what I believe is my biggest issue. What do?

I have my own apartment, bills paid, cat fed, it’s just me in a town that isn’t my hometown. There is a community college, there is a university. I just have zero callings. Nothing is screaming at me to chase it. I just want to make money. I want to be able to make enough that I don’t feel insecure. I could go my whole life in this apartment, hating myself, hating my life. Then I have this burst of anxiety that’s like, no wonder I am sad and empty inside. I need to move. I get so scared cause I don’t know where to go. What is the best route?