Dreams are so strange!

It feels almost inhuman for me to say that dreams feel so odd. So foreign after about 10 years of smoking. It feels like a whole world you just dip in and out of. I'll occasionally get nightmares that leave me dreading to go back to sleep. Then other nights they're perfectly random and I wake barely remembering a thing.

It does feel good to get more human qualities back like deep deep sleep. Still so odd though, my last day of smoking was 11/24. I remember near the end getting high started to feel weird, and now I don't remember what it was like at all already.

I used to be a high chaser, always drinking and smoking. Now it feels weird to be sober all the time. Still coming to terms with all that entails I guess lol

Thanks for listening, just a little vent.