I don‘t have actual friends

After highschool I cut a lot of people off that did not align with me anymore.

I did a gap year and had close friends but after coming back home we aren‘t really in touch anymore

Now I‘m in uni, I don‘t really have any friends

I have a group of girls I hang with at uni but we aren’t that close

They are nice but not really my kind of people

Especially because I moved to another city while most people there just stayed there, they already have their group of friends

I use bumble for friends but mostly it‘s very superficial

Meeting up once or twice a month but not really connecting

I always ask people whether they wanna hang

I like some but they also already have their set of friends

Most of the time I‘m not too sad about it, I try to work more to not to feel too lonely

But even my mom noticed that I don‘t really have friends

I don‘t know how I will survive the rest of uni semesters

I thought uni would be THE time to make new connections

Going out and clubbing with friends

Never had that

Also it‘s not that I don‘t get along with people, I do but there never seems to be deep connections