I stop reaching out kasi I feel like I am just a trauma dump friend

Is it normal to feel sad? My friend had a bf now.And I have no issue with that. It's just that everytime I ask her to hang out with me, she's always busy with work daw which is I understand naman because as we grow older we changed priorities talaga but I am seeing her hanging out with his boyfriend and his boyfriend's circle of friends almost every weekends. Parang I have this feeling na akala ko ba busy. Kapag happy times doon siya sa ibang group pero kapag rants in life tsaka lang ako maalala. Iniisip ko tuloy ay pang trauma dump lang ba ako. Hindi man lang ako maalala kamustahin. Maalala lang ako kapag nagaaway sila ng jowa or stress siya.