23f - how to feel more feminine

how can i feel more feminine? I’m quite a girly girl and into most of the typical ‘feminine’ things but I never really feel feminine, if anything I feel super masculine ?

I have always been hyper independent/avoidant which I feel has something to do with these feelings also, idk how to explain the correlation there

Anyways, Id just love some help on feeling more feminine and a bit softer 💕