Spiraling from a 4dp6dt negative test. This is my 3rd transfer, but hear me out and calm me down. Lol

So, my last two transfers I got positives at night at 3dpt. One boy in 2023, he’s almost 2 now and most recently I had a blighted ovum at 6weeks in September 2025. So, we started out with 3 embryos 1 girl and 2 boys, all tested and all had great and good tests, my clinic doesn’t give AA or BB, etc. anyway, after my blighted ovum of course I was devastated and didn’t know the gender. Anyway, I’m now spiraling because it’s night of day 4dpt and STILL BFN. So, I’m trying to stay calm, but I can’t help but wonder, what if this is the girl and the two boys were just fast implanters? Call me crazy, but I’ve read that boys can implant earlier than girls. In all honesty, i know it’s early, but you know when you’re on your last embryo, ya spiral!! 🌀 send help!