I am finding it very hard to adapt.

i am 23 i come from a non sleeping city w a lot of life /nightlife in it and i am modeled also a lot there and some parts of Europe before settling in germany and i would prefer to stay anonymous, i first moved here 2 years ago on a studying visa i finished my language course and i was very excited to start a new life in germany but after that i kinda faced some problems w the uni management which subsequently made me postpone my semesters and it kinda ruined my plan but everything i try i feel like am a burden or a “outsider” if you wanna call it that , but i feel like somewhere i went wrong and i am kinda lost ,, no passion , no real drive to actually achieve my dreams anymore i usually never write on reddit and never really go to these routes / soultions but i felt like am about to explode bec of the trafficked thoughts in my head, for context i had a lot of partnerships, sponsors and a lot of things going for me in the country i was living before, i am a very outgoing , adventurous person and like to have fun and joke so i don’t know what suddenly happened i really don’t feel like myself anymore, and that also subsequently drove me more towards alcohol and weed but i never really do hard hard drugs , i am feeling very lost although in my head i have my plan and my dreams which is to start my own business , again i am not expecting anything from this post but i don’t know anymore.