Married Str8 but...

Umm.

It has been a long time... more than 20 years... before I was married... but I was going through a heavy curiosity period and I met a guy who was kind to me and so fun to explore with. We got together maybe ten times over about a year.

He was gay, not bi, and a very patient top. I was a willing bottom for him, but it was painful trying to get his very big cock to fit.

I was always nervous, and slightly ashamed (I'm sorry to admit that). But I loved getting that big cock in my mouth. I took as much as I could, but too deep and I would gag. Still, he was very generous with his cum. He would stop fucking me when he knew he was close, and he always brought it to my lips for me.

And, fuck, now I'm hard remembering it.

I was in NYC at the time, and I remember riding the subway home with his taste still in my mouth, and with the feeling of him still in my asshole. I felt like everyone was looking at me, like it was somehow written all over me what I'd just done.