yap abt my gymcrush

gymcrush thaaaa, so mujhe uske upar april se crush tha and i neverrrr approached him but mai fbi agent jaise crush krti hu so maine stalk krke uska naam, insta, age, school sab kuch nikal liya tha and guess what, he used to post reels abt some crush on his story and me being a delusional psycho back then, yes i assumed ki wo sab mere bare m tha because see gym m humdono k bich eye contacts hote rehte the andddddd then guess what, july m he approached me :)))) yes he liked meee, he didnt confess but for around 2 months we were both in a situationship kinda thing, mtlb official nhi tha kuch, now abt him, hes very MANLY, yes manly, he watches mma, into cars, gym guy, mtlb accha ladka h wesa ladkibaaz nhi h for as much as i know, so yeah july m he approached, 2 months we had kuch kuch happening but then september m mera life ka ma behen bn gya, it was a bad phase basically, i had to stop going to the gym, pehle toh he asked but dhire dhire, distance grew us apart, kabhi kabar he views my highlights (ik because he likes them and unlikes them idk kyu krta h) and then kuch din pehle he posted a story in CF, first time he posted in CF btw and post tha ki “im slowly forgetting ur face” bhai mujhe ye smjh nhi aa rha, i did break no contact once but replies kuch khas nhi tha mtlb idkkkkk if hes gotten over me ya what, i really really really liked him alot, but merese accept nhi hota ki our story is over but ik it is but then idk what he’s been thinking abt all this, mtlb should i keep holding onto him or just let it him go