39 [M4F] #California, Central Valley - Is there anyone out there that wants to talk?

Hey there 👋, I'm 39 from California, I am white, 6ft tall, brown hair and eyes on the chunky side. I am married but that has been ruined since September. I found out my wife has been in an affair with one of her exes that I did not know she was in contact with. Turns out she loves this guy. I honestly don't know why I'm still here and haven't left yet. I feel like I'm staying for my kids but what's the point. They see me unhappy and sad.

I'm looking for someone to talk to at first then see where things lead to. I am very lonely and would love some conversation. Someone that can be an escape from my shitty life. Maybe flirt with at times. I haven't flirted or been wanted in a long time so I'm very rusty on that. If you are local maybe we can meet sometime and have lunch and talk. If we progress that we can do more as well.

If this is something that interests you please send me a DM. I look forward to talking!