I have been breaking down like crazy and constantly feeling horrendous. It's torture to keep living, I constantly have to be near where I've been sa'd 20 times, I'm always overwhelmed with stress and horribly burnt out, and I have barely anybody to talk with. I'm so goddamm lonely, I have like three people I talk with, that's it. I haven't been in any decent friend group for two years, and one person from that friend group groomed me and then their best friend lied to everyone else and made them leave me, thinking I actually groomed them, even though they were like mid 20s. and I used to have a bf but they ghosted me for a year and a half out of nowhere only to tell me why, which if they told me before ghosting me I could've easily solved the problem. I'm also bigender, and can't come out at all because everyone in my middle of nowhere town are conservative and christian. Anyways, please, please please please, anybody help me. my discord is jackthetired, some of my interests are: I like games a lot, too much of them to list off, but my favs are Risk of Rain 2, Borderlands 2 and 3, Dark Souls 3, Ark (but I got real bored of it), and Ready Or Not. I like books, my fav is the Discworld series, and I mostly read fantasy. I like lego, but it's expensive as shit. and I love music, mostly metal and rock, my fav bands are Metallica, The Offspring, Queens of the Stone Age, and System of a Down to name a few, but I have a long list of bands to listen to, oki byeeeeeeeeeeee <3

Aaaghh I feel so horrible helllppppppppp pleaaaase