I let the new guy at work get way too close and I regret nothing

Using a throwaway because my friends know my real account and I would simply pass away if they ever saw this.

This started second week of December when a new guy joined our finance department. Total finance bro. Like offensively tall 6’5 built brown hair brown eyes the kind of man who makes you suddenly aware of how you’re standing and breathing.

Let’s call him L.

I’m the employee engagement manager so I was in charge of onboarding him showing him around doing introductions organizing his welcome stuff all of it. I even threw a little welcome party because that’s my job and also because I wanted an excuse to look at him longer.

Christmas week hits and the office is basically empty. Maybe six people total and only two of us in our section which is separated from the rest of the floor so it felt quiet quiet. Suspiciously quiet.

That’s when I noticed him staring. Like a lot. I’d catch him mid-glance and he’d immediately look away pretending to be extremely focused on his screen. This happened so many times it became funny. We started taking lunches together coffee breaks little walks. We even went shopping together for ugly Christmas sweaters like it was the most normal thing in the world.

One afternoon we’re sitting at the café downstairs and we’re so close our legs are touching and neither of us moves. He looks at me and just says you know your smile drives me crazy. Your dimples your cheeks I kind of want to bite them.

I laughed because my brain fully shut down.

Two minutes later he goes is it okay if I kiss you.

I didn’t answer. I just blushed and smiled and that was apparently enough because he leaned in and kissed me and oh my god. My entire body reacted instantly like someone flipped a switch. Heat everywhere. Way too much for a weekday lunch. Suddenly I remembered we were in public and probably very visible.

I pulled away and said we should go back to work before I did something stupid.

We go back upstairs and somehow both of us stay late. Everyone else is gone by like 4:30 and it’s just us. The office is silent. Every time I looked up he was already looking at me.

When I finally packed up to leave I went over to give him a hug and say Merry Christmas like a normal functional adult.

That hug turned into him spinning me around backing me up against his desk and kissing me like he’d been holding back all day. I kissed him back immediately like my self control had officially left the building. He had to bend down because I’m 5’4 and the height difference was absolutely doing things to my brain.

He lifted me up like it was nothing and sat me on his desk and I swear I forgot where I was for a second. His hands were everywhere confident slow deliberate like he knew exactly what he was doing. At one point his hand slid higher and higher and I remember thinking this is insane we are literally in an office.

I was wearing a skirt and pantyhose and he actually laughed softly and said something about how annoying those were and how he’d owe me a new pair. I thought he was joking. He was not. He ripped off my pantyhose like it was nothing. The way his hand moved after that made my entire body go weak and I had to grab his shoulders to stay grounded. He initially had one finger inside me with his thumb on my clit. I was seeing stars in the sky at this point. But what he did next just made me want to lay down on the desk. On top of all the keyboards and the notebooks. He thrusted three thick fingers inside me and was exploring my whole pussy. All while he was kissing my neck , biting my lips and fondling my cheeks.

Time fully stopped. I wasn’t thinking. I wasn’t even breathing properly. I just knew I never wanted that moment to end.

He kept checking in asking if I was okay if this was alright which somehow made it even hotter. Eventually we both realized we were way too far gone and needed to stop before we ruined our own lives.

Before I left he leaned in and said very Merry Christmas we’ll continue this in the new year. Then with the most smug smile he added don’t forget you’re mine now. No kissing other boys over the break.

I walked out of that building shaking and spent the entire Christmas break thinking about January like an absolute menace.