My heart is broken

I’m 29 yo I met a guy last year at a language course who is also 29 yo, the moment I saw how he was looking at me my heart fell for him and my feeling for him got deeper after he approached me and we started talking , I have never fell in love before,I never knew what’s love was even , never liked someone back genuinely, and I was getting older I thought that this is how it is for all people so I went along with it , I’ve always been told by men that I’m beautiful and I had plenty of them confessing their feelings for me but I have never felt anything. It was different with this guy , our talks together despite our language barrier meant the world to me , our walks in the snowy dark nights felt like romantic dates , everything with him no matter how small made my day .

Yesterday I confessed my love to him and he said he wasn’t sure and that he cannot decide on anything between us , he said that the fact that he is a refugee from Ukraine made him to be the type of person who can only live in the moment and never plan anything for the future . He said that this doesn’t make me unlovable or that I did something wrong he explained that his situation does not allow him to commit. I’m not mad at him I understand where he is coming from but it really broke my heart , I wish the circumstances were different and that I could help him or have him in my life forever, I wish we hadn’t this obstacle.. the thought of him being with someone else breaks my heart and make me feel so unlucky , the thought of not seeing him again is so scary . I feel so unfortunate for myself because I loved someone who cannot be with me and is not willing to even be as emotional as me about it , I feel like I lost my only shot at being in love .