31 [f4m] #MT Christian conservative looking for a more traditional relationship the leads to marriage and kids

I've given up on the apps because it's proven to be one heaping bag of disappointment. What I'm looking for in a man is chemistry, shared values and goals, integrity, humor, faithfulness and loyalty, and a man who has ambition with a strong work ethic. I want to be a wife and mother, when asked as a kid what I wanted to be growing up I said nurse but in my real dreams it's always been the same but feel like I need to give up on it because it feels impossible.

I'm 5'10, been married, no kids (still holding the Vcard), am on a health journey to improve my health and happiness to live a good life, work full-time, am a Christian who went to school for 4 degrees one being a theology major so im very well educated and understand my faith and others on a deeper level but am so not religious and respectful of everyone's choices in how they choose to live, I'm very political and am center right and believe in upholding our constitution, I love to travel, swim, hike, kayak, animals, books, music, and am a great home cook. I'm extroverted and love people but I'm in my 30s and know the balance of staying in alone with someone is just as satisfying as going to an event or dinner party. I love hosting game nights and dinner parties. I have a good relationship with my whole family and am the eldest so I'm the "fixer".

I have a crazy high libido which I feel cursed by but would love to meet someone who has a high drive as well. I'm very kinky and would love to discuss kinks to see if we align. I'm not looking for someone who wants a 1x a week sex life which I've run into a lot. Full disclosure, I am a switch but prefer to submit and am a pleasure sub.

I'd like to be a SAHM when I eventually have kids and to homeschool them and have lots of kids when my husband and I are ready for a family. There's a lot more to talk about but I hope this is enough to start a conversation with.